A LIFE IN TRIOLET

I - Reflection
I always dreamt of bygone days
Instead of planning times ahead
I hoped it was a passing phase
I always dreamt of bygone days
All day long I’d sit and gaze,
Upon the ceiling from my bed
I always dreamt of bygone days
Instead of planning times ahead
II - Childhood
I couldn’t be the blue-eyed boy
My callow iris rings are green
Nor was I mother’s pride and joy
I couldn’t be the blue-eyed boy
A child needs more than just a toy
He must be heard as well as seen
I couldn’t be the blue-eyed boy
My callow iris rings are green
III - Youth
I rue the errors of my youth
When life seemed such a simple game
Of eye for eye and tooth for tooth
I rue the errors of my youth
I lacked humility and ruth
Too eager to apportion blame
I rue the errors of my youth
When life seemed such a simple game
IV - Relationships
I found my love yet broke her heart
For reasons still I can’t explain
Did Cupid shoot a poisoned dart?
I found my love yet broke her heart
In all these years we’ve been apart
I couldn’t fall in love again
I found my love yet broke her heart
For reasons still I can’t explain
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V - Work
I crave a meaningful career
To work with passion, love and care
Not sell-out to a profiteer
I crave a meaningful career
I'd even be a volunteer
Who needs to be a millionaire?
I crave a meaningful career
To work with passion, love and care
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VI - Adulthood
I let down everyone I know
In searching for my life’s ideal
Am I the lowest of the low?
I’ve let down everyone I know
I can't let true emotions show
So no-one asks me how I feel
I let down everyone I know
In searching for my life’s ideal
VII - Ambition
I want to be a better man
And spread goodwill to everyone
Although uncertain that I can
I want to be a better man
But nothing ever goes to plan
Successes mere flash-in-the-pan
I want to be a better man
And spread goodwill to everyone
VIII – Here and Now
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I live in dreams of bygone days
They make life’s problems disappear
And all the worst bits I erase
I live in dreams of bygone days
In solitude the mind finds ways
To cope with pain, regret and fear
I live in dreams of bygone days
They make life’s problems disappear